Finally Fatigued
May 1st, 2008 - 9:00 pm
Dinner is cooking, and I have been sitting here writing a post for about an hour now. It was getting long and rant-like and perhaps a little too personal for public consumption. I’m too tired right now to properly judge whether or not I should be saying the things I was saying, because it isn’t like I go out of my way to hurt people’s feelings, but maybe sometimes people’s feelings need to be hurt so they can see they are being assholes. I’ll reread what I wrote tomorrow and some form of it will get posted, because I do have something I want to rant about, and since I have already let the people in question know my thoughts on the matter, it isn’t like I can’t talk about it publicly for fear of anyone finding out how utterly annoyed I am with them.
Yes, it’s been a full of contention and annoyance and me speaking my mind, at least somewhat. I haven’t started yelling yet. Hopefully, I won’t have to do so. I really don’t like yelling at people to be heard.
Anyway, here’s the more timely and less rant-like bit of the post I’ll post now:
I puttered around the house and yard until late afternoon and finally had to take a nap. It was not long enough, so now I am appropriately fatigued and will have no problems getting to sleep at a normal hour tonight and resetting my body clock just in time for the weekend. Yeah!
I am also grumpy. That goes hand-in-hand with being fatigued, but even if I was full of energy, I think I would still be grumpy today. Why? A realization I have been having, and have probably mentioned at least once before, that the people closest to me in my life are more like roadblocks than a support system.
[long, long rant saved for later editing and posting]
I’m probably going to lapse into a nice deep sleep directly after dinner, so I guess I’ll just say goodnight. Tomorrow is another day, and there will be plenty of time for ranting.